December 2010
I may have my head in the clouds most of the time, but i’m happy up there so let me be.
Ever felt like you’ve just had an epiphany? Well i had a realization tonight. Sometimes you think you’re making the right choice, when in actual fact, it couldn’t be more wrong. Things aren’t always what they seem. We all go through life making decisions (some good, some not so good), however, all our choices are our way of learning. Our way of coming to terms with exactly...
“Good doesn’t exist without evil. Good wouldn’t have a meaning, if we never knew...”
– Beatriz Daquioag
I’m sick of this feeling. Sick of feeling so unmotivated. Sick of feeling like i haven’t got the energy to do things. I need to get out of this bubble.
*POP*
:)
My Bedroom.
Within these four black and purple walls, i feel comfortable and secure. It’s like my little creative lair >.<
I’m feeling very delicate today and i’m not quite sure why. The smallest of things seem to be getting to me and making me question everything. I wish this feeling would subside. I constantly think about other peoples perceptions and i’m not too strong with confrontation, but sometimes it’s good to get things off your chest. Even if you feel like a hell cat whilst doing so....
Introduction to Sigmund Freud's Theory of Dreams.
Freud maintained the notion that the dream fundamentally acts as the guardian of sleep. When we go to bed, the curtains are drawn, the lights are turned off and in effect we are attempting to disconnect from our reality by extinguishing all external stimuli. During the night, the mind protects the sleeper from being disturbed by reacting to further external stimuli (noise, temperature, light,...
Coraline.
Ohh my twitchy witchy girl. I think you are so nice. I give you bowls of porridge. I give you bowls of ice… CREAM! I give you lots of kisses. I give you lots of hugs. But i never give you sandwiches with grease and worms and mung… BEANS!
Motivation.
I feel like i haven’t really done much with my life these past few weeks. Haven’t really completed anything that i’m proud of, lacked motivation a great deal and just generally been fairly complacent. I think my motivation took a vacation. Well it’s time to change. It’s time to get back on track.
The first things on my list are to complete this book i’ve been...
Feelings.
Love is the most difficult thing to comprehend. Sometimes, it makes you so happy and you fall so deep that nothing else around you matters. Other times, you wish it didn’t happen and you think you’d be better off without it. Mind boggling isn’t even the word.
It’s very strenuous to disgard feelings for someone so close to your heart. Things may have pushed you apart, but...